Appreciating What Was

03/20/21

it can be so difficult

to say goodbye

i go to say the words

but my heart’s

stuck in my throat

i can’t even try

 

why do we act

like there’s more worth

in owning something

than knowing someone

 

we hold onto people and pets

like possessions

but this is contradictory to our being

love is healing

love is understanding

true love is freeing

 

your soul danced with mine

i know that others await their turn

in this cosmic tango line

 

oh, how special you are

i wish we could walk

and finish this journey

but maybe some paths

are only meant to cross

for there is love

    and kindness

          and lessons to be gained

 

even from bittersweet loss

 

thank you, dear friend

thank you for sharing

this experience

with me

lately in life I try to 

mimic the trees

learning the graceful art

of letting go

watching leaves

come and go

knowing that life is cyclical 

and adapting to the

ever changing flow

 

there is beauty in release

a sublime loss of future time

knowing that great moments

await both of us

separately

no longer together

different migrations call to us

as birds of the same feather

 

when I think back on you

though my eyes

may grow watery 

know what a privilege it was

to have our souls meet

even if only for a little while

and trust that the memory 

will always bring me

a smile